perfect New years eve

A perfect new years eve

Just a few days to go to, that 2008 has come to an end. Sad and Exiting feeling has come.
Why am I sad, cause there’s so much things that i miss, and regret for what I’ve done,....... but whats in the past is already gone..............., the future is among us, and I’m gonna try so hard to do much better for myself and for the sake of everyone that is around me.

My friends and me has booked a hotel which located somewhere in the city, “ he booked the room for us , so we got a place to stay before the night and after the night of course we r gonna hang outside somewhere and come back after it, drinking, gossiping, fooling around.

I don’t know why did I agree with this, spending anew years eve on a hotel , that is just soo Not right!!!! , it feel that ur an outcast or something ? we have to get out from the room at 12PM NOON at the next day, helll yeaaah .... that’s suck. I regret this(since im already payed it)...... but still looking forward to it. I don’t know….

What I want is: on the beach or staying at hotel near the beach( which totally freakin expensive), up ahead is a cottage similar like the one that i want, it cost start $500 - $600 Us dolar yaaah!!

My plan for the New Years Eve is a lot. But one thing that come through my mind , On the beach!! Yes, sitting on the grass looking towards to the sea with friends company by beer or whatever and waiting for the fireworks to come up! like this :

Of course company by music is A must too!, dancing, sitting, drinking, talking, gossiping, laughing, running around on the sand, plying freebies, light up fireworks, and feel that night breeze comes passing ur whole body, and wait till the first Sun of the new year comes up.

After that sun comes up , feel that great feeling comes and im gonna say, “ this is a new day for me, a new day for everyone else, lets do good”. Life is hard but lets take some chances, patient, and always look forward and hopefully the world would be kind to us.

does love can do this much

i got these friends who’s been together with her boyfriend for 4 years and she changes a lot , she is a pretty young lady, who are nice, full of gracious, friendly, who would do anything for her Family and friends.

But after she was with this guy, she disappear from us, I feel lost , and angry. One day she called me and wanted to meet, I feel exited, so we hang out, gossiping, and finally I got the chances to talk with her, for what’s been going on with her.

Her boyfriend is the kind that possessive, so she couldn’t hang out with her friends, only just him, and he’s scared if she hang out with her friends, she’s going to change ( R U SERIOUSSS!!) AAAAARRGG, I WANTED TO KIL THIS GUY!. What kind of person is that, I couldn’t believe IT that this kind of guy is exist, a couple is supposedly understand with each other, of her friends of her family, of her private life. But with this kind of relationship is just wrong,

I’ve met with this guy, and just scary, I wanted to killed him, Chopped his head of and bang it with a stick, but…(sigh)…….. for the sake of her I keep my head cool enough and trying to be with his friend, I found out that he is the independent guy, cool, nice and but sometimes he’s the person who couldn’t bond with anyone else like friends, family, beside with his girlfriend. She told me that he couldn’t take care of himself, so she did it! She’s trying to change this guy, so she still stay with him,

Why does she have to sacrifice her self to do this. I’m sad, angry, and proud about her, and that is why I love her so much as a friend, and im gonna be her friend who will always support her whatever she choose and company her whenever she needed me.